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Can friends be in love?
Wednesday, June 27, 2007

today i was cleaning the house as usual for my sis wedding....and when i went out with zul to suntec to search for jobs...we were like tired and didnt ate anything since morning...(except for zul).
then we head for tampines to give the invitation card to faja...i was like thinking.....had a long thinking....can friends be in love? can anyone give me an answer? and i think back, she has been so kind and listen to what i said and help me out....i just dont understand whats happening to my mind....Jannah is missing again...not online anymore...dont know what happen to her...hmmm..im just afraid that she lied to me...but i cant give all my trust as anyone can make up stories when they are overseas...hmmm.....this thinking just make me have headache....i havent had any headaches lately cause i dont usually think this kind of matter....i just wish some1 would give me advice and be there for me....i just dont know what to do anymore....my head hurts alot....hmmm


11:01 PM

when will u come back??
Wednesday, May 2, 2007

its may now and another 3 more months till she comes back to sg...hmmm....when will i get to be with her? or i must find another person again?? hmm...the question lies in my head...what can i do? just wait? im so lonely...i dont know what to do...haish...im just so tired...hmmm....2 jobs and school...trying to pass time....but the more im trying to make time go faster....the slower it gets..im just so tired to wait....when will i get to talk to u again? i just cant wait to hear news from u...hmmm....Jannah, if u are reading this, pls email me...hmmm....

just got back from work though....so tired...standing for few hours doing cashier....haish...i dont know if i can cope with it till the end of the year....hmmm....im so bloody angry as my psp is being servicing....damn la....haish.....hope to get a white colour though....hmmm....i just cant be so alone and boring....i want to play games...haish....

its been months that i never talk to her anymore....i hope she is doing fine...the one who loves me wholehearted....*shidah, if u are reading....i hope u will forgive me....i wish we could talk sometimes...but its just that u keep ignoring me....and i dont know what to do...hmm...i just want to friends with u again....but not like last time...a new beginning....hmm...*

i think i will end here....im so bloody tired now...dont know what to do...haish....im much more tired than before....hmmm...dont know what i must do....someone pls tell me....


1:05 AM

what should i do?
Monday, April 30, 2007

how should i say this? im working 2 jobs and im studying....its so tiring....haish....im so tired....i cant do anything....and buying a psp by tml or tuesday....hmmm.....cant wait though....thanks to the CDC&CCC scholarship...=) got $1200...HAHAHA......must buy seh...shheesshh....hmmm.....ive work at my another job for 4 days now and im so bloody tired....its not so easy to work at carrefour though...shheesshh....i dont know how long i can last there but the pay is good....shhheesshh....wonder i can save all the money to buy something else?? i must think of the future but how long? when will i get the person?? hmmm....im waiting.....and waiting....and waiting.....im just too tired...haish.....dont know what to do without some1 in my life to be right there for me....hmmm.....=(


12:42 AM

Confused everyday
Tuesday, April 10, 2007

As time pass by, im getting more and more confused....i just dont know what to do....when can i get my real love? what it is i must do? is all of the girl i know are just friends? can't be more then that? And when will that girl realise that i really love her?? And i think by the time i tell her...it will be too late....and i still cant forget the one who really loves me whole hearted....as i give her the same feeling without she knowing...hmm....
*i just want to be with the one i really love right now but cant*
*how long can i keep myself hiding from others??*
*will one day people know that i prefer them to be happy more than me?*


11:48 AM


Hmmm....guess i still have to write at my blog...hmmm....well, Sunday was the day when i went to malaysia....got to know that my grandfather past away...me and my family went back to Singapore at Lim chu kang to bury my late grandfather....then after that, we head to my uncle house to read some prayers....i was so tired though as i had only 2 hours of sleep...and good thing my cousin, Daud, got enough money that we buy cigarrettes as i forgot to bring mine...shhheeessshhh....then Sukma and Syahid and the rest came....after eating, me, Daud, Sukma and Syahid went under the block and smoke...we were smelly though when we go up and my dad knows that we went to smoke...just didnt want to say it....after that my dad wants to go home as he was having headache....when we head home...i was so tired that i could not even wake up....but after i smoke then bathe, i couldn't sleep at all...shheessshh....wth man...i was so sleepy and can't even sleep....so i play the comp till 2 and sleept....
*as time pass by, i just couldn't choose which one to believe...*


11:47 AM

Can i have a 2nd chance to everything??
Sunday, April 8, 2007

how should i start this? i dont know what i did wrong to people and they dont want to tell me....hmmm....i just dont know what to do....all i can do is say sorry but is it enough? im so tired of people not telling me my mistake and hates me....hmmm.....

today is the craziest day i had....went out with Syahid, Sharifah, FiFi, Aza and Faja....lol....went to marina square though...hmmm....had alot of fun though...thought Faja and Sharifah how to play pool...lol....like wth? they dont know how to play pool? which is the easiest to play....lol....hmmm....then we went to this place "BREEKS" to get some dessert but got to know we bought abit more food even though we've eaten Burger King....WTH!!!! SPEND SO MUCH MONEY IN 1 DAY??!!!!....lol....but it was fun though....took alot of pics at Breeks....cool....but i was like tired though...as i slept at 6am and woke up at 11am...shhessshh...and had to go to work after going out with them....hmmm....and now im at home feeling so blank....i just dont know what to do....am i too tired to think? is everything just going to be fine if im gone?? i dont know what to do...just blank in my brain...hmmm....
i think that this is all i have....i dont know what to write anymore...i will dye my hair now and wait till 5am...get ready to go to iyer hitam at Johore....haish.....gonna be tired...hmm....
*does she have something to tell me that she called me twice in 2 nights?*
*Shidah, can i get a 2nd chance to be ur friend?i know it wont be like last time as i can never let u be in love with me anymore...*
*Fatin, can i get a 2nd chance? What is my mistake?*
*will people believe me more with my actions instead of rumours?*
this are the pics from just now:






2:00 AM

what did i do wrong??
Thursday, April 5, 2007

hmm...i dont have anything much to write for today as im so angry now...haish....everything is falling apart from me...hmmm.....i dont know what to write...im so stressed up...haish.....
*im waiting for that person to be back at singapore*
*i just want to be friends with shidah*
*i just want happiness and i dont know where i can get it*
*when will i get a real girlfriend that really loves me whole hearted?*
*Jannah, if u are looking, pls, tell me the whole truth, and i will tell mine*


11:06 PM