I dont know which one to follow.....or to trust.....im just to confused....first say that she is married and then the other says she is in hospital.....im so confused....why is my life so complicating? am i in the wrong to fall in love? why is it that everytime i fall in love, it always fail for me....i just dont get it.....if i cant fall in love....then this will be the last love for me.....i had it.....the most i will die being single....i just cant take it anymore.....btw, thanks to the people who care for me....i really appreciate it.....but i just give up now....hmm.....today has been a boring day for me...just dont know why....i was boring the whole day....
*i just want to say that i give up on everything, i will let others get what they want...i prefer for them to be happy instead of me....*
this is the end of my blogging for today...i dont know what to type anymore.