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what should i do?
Monday, April 30, 2007

how should i say this? im working 2 jobs and im studying....its so tiring....haish....im so tired....i cant do anything....and buying a psp by tml or tuesday....hmmm.....cant wait though....thanks to the CDC&CCC scholarship...=) got $1200...HAHAHA......must buy seh...shheesshh....hmmm.....ive work at my another job for 4 days now and im so bloody tired....its not so easy to work at carrefour though...shheesshh....i dont know how long i can last there but the pay is good....shhheesshh....wonder i can save all the money to buy something else?? i must think of the future but how long? when will i get the person?? hmmm....im waiting.....and waiting....and waiting.....im just too tired...haish.....dont know what to do without some1 in my life to be right there for me....hmmm.....=(


12:42 AM

Confused everyday
Tuesday, April 10, 2007

As time pass by, im getting more and more confused....i just dont know what to do....when can i get my real love? what it is i must do? is all of the girl i know are just friends? can't be more then that? And when will that girl realise that i really love her?? And i think by the time i tell her...it will be too late....and i still cant forget the one who really loves me whole hearted....as i give her the same feeling without she knowing...hmm....
*i just want to be with the one i really love right now but cant*
*how long can i keep myself hiding from others??*
*will one day people know that i prefer them to be happy more than me?*


11:48 AM


Hmmm....guess i still have to write at my blog...hmmm....well, Sunday was the day when i went to malaysia....got to know that my grandfather past away...me and my family went back to Singapore at Lim chu kang to bury my late grandfather....then after that, we head to my uncle house to read some prayers....i was so tired though as i had only 2 hours of sleep...and good thing my cousin, Daud, got enough money that we buy cigarrettes as i forgot to bring mine...shhheeessshhh....then Sukma and Syahid and the rest came....after eating, me, Daud, Sukma and Syahid went under the block and smoke...we were smelly though when we go up and my dad knows that we went to smoke...just didnt want to say it....after that my dad wants to go home as he was having headache....when we head home...i was so tired that i could not even wake up....but after i smoke then bathe, i couldn't sleep at all...shheessshh....wth man...i was so sleepy and can't even sleep....so i play the comp till 2 and sleept....
*as time pass by, i just couldn't choose which one to believe...*


11:47 AM

Can i have a 2nd chance to everything??
Sunday, April 8, 2007

how should i start this? i dont know what i did wrong to people and they dont want to tell me....hmmm....i just dont know what to do....all i can do is say sorry but is it enough? im so tired of people not telling me my mistake and hates me....hmmm.....

today is the craziest day i had....went out with Syahid, Sharifah, FiFi, Aza and Faja....lol....went to marina square though...hmmm....had alot of fun though...thought Faja and Sharifah how to play pool...lol....like wth? they dont know how to play pool? which is the easiest to play....lol....hmmm....then we went to this place "BREEKS" to get some dessert but got to know we bought abit more food even though we've eaten Burger King....WTH!!!! SPEND SO MUCH MONEY IN 1 DAY??!!!!....lol....but it was fun though....took alot of pics at Breeks....cool....but i was like tired though...as i slept at 6am and woke up at 11am...shhessshh...and had to go to work after going out with them....hmmm....and now im at home feeling so blank....i just dont know what to do....am i too tired to think? is everything just going to be fine if im gone?? i dont know what to do...just blank in my brain...hmmm....
i think that this is all i have....i dont know what to write anymore...i will dye my hair now and wait till 5am...get ready to go to iyer hitam at Johore....haish.....gonna be tired...hmm....
*does she have something to tell me that she called me twice in 2 nights?*
*Shidah, can i get a 2nd chance to be ur friend?i know it wont be like last time as i can never let u be in love with me anymore...*
*Fatin, can i get a 2nd chance? What is my mistake?*
*will people believe me more with my actions instead of rumours?*
this are the pics from just now:






2:00 AM

what did i do wrong??
Thursday, April 5, 2007

hmm...i dont have anything much to write for today as im so angry now...haish....everything is falling apart from me...hmmm.....i dont know what to write...im so stressed up...haish.....
*im waiting for that person to be back at singapore*
*i just want to be friends with shidah*
*i just want happiness and i dont know where i can get it*
*when will i get a real girlfriend that really loves me whole hearted?*
*Jannah, if u are looking, pls, tell me the whole truth, and i will tell mine*


11:06 PM


HEY YO!!!!.......what the heck with today man? is it looking for job day? hahaha....well....the day start with me meeting that Dzul and follow him to TP just to send a stupid form...haish....wth la....and then we went to Bedok Interchange to meet Nisha at the Mrt....sheeessshh....we were late and Nisha was almost angry uh...hahaha....it wasnt my fault though...haish.....whats with people nowadays?hahaha....okok.... then we head for Plaza Singapura to search for jobs there and we took alot of vacancies over there.....sshhheeeesssshh....i dont know how many we took, and its always the four people, me, dzul, adha and nisha...what the heck...so many vacancies? hahaha...the people we scared and this dzul and adha was so crazy to act childish at carrefoure and scold some people for no reason and the employer doesnt want to employ them for such a childish act....lol....then after that, adha and dzul try to go for starbucks...lol....and ask me for to go and ask them for the application....wth...must i go?hahaha...then after that i had to go to work at delifrance though....shhheesssshh....i was so tired to go to work....and i work with Syahid(my cousin), Shidah(for u, read the * below) and Kak Nora(my manager).....and adha and dzul stay till 11pm....cool...hahah.....then we head to coffee bean to get free drinks...it was dzul idea though....want free things only.....hahaha...sort.....then me and Syahid run away from Adha and Dzul as they were chasing us for their drinks...lol.....hmmm.....k la...i will stop here.....hehehe
*i still cant forget u and the memories that we had......*
*i still cant choose my path for the future....hmmmm*


1:57 AM

Can it get any worst??
Wednesday, April 4, 2007

hmmm.....i wonder how others feel when the one the loves lie to them or loves some other person...hmmm....i just had enough of this things.....Why must girl play with guys feelings?? is it because its fun? and playing with one isnt enough....must keep continueing to other people....haish.....hmm....
ok people.....lets go...hahahah....siao....hmmm....yesterday i was at home the whole day, well, not the whole day, went to my friend house...=)...hahaha....and then when i reach home, i was alone...my sis went out...shhheeesshhh....like wth la...im being left out as always...hmmm....i waited for her to be online from 4pm till 1am....haish.....well.....i dont think she knows....and i dont think i know whats going on over there at her place....haish.....and got to know that some1 i like, is in love with some1 else....haish.....everytime i feel in love, it turns bad....and the heartbroken moments are always mine...well, what to do....im people's toy that they can play with....always have been and will always be.....not even half of my friends think me as who i am....well, im tired now...dont know what to type anymore....haish....
*can my life get any worst without anyone knowing??*
can u tell me the truth if u really love me?
is there any girl that truly love me?


11:44 AM

Sorry for not blogging
Sunday, April 1, 2007

HEY PEOPLE....IM SO SO SO SORRY....
i've not been blogging cause i was tired and i'm so confused with my life....its been so hard for me this days....i just need time to think of what choice to make so that i wont get a horrible life....so sorry
*i just need time jannah....i dont think im ready for any relationship for now*


2:42 PM